I HAVE WANTED
TO WRITE SOMETHING
IN ORDER TO REACH
AS MANY AS POSSIBLE
OF
THE PEOPLE WHO MAY BE
GOING THROUGH WHAT
SHAMAL AND I ARE
SHAMAL AND I ARE
SO AS TO HELP
BY WAY OF SHOWING THAT:
BEING
(OR EVEN GETTING TO BE)
A COUPLE
HAS NEVER BEEN HARDER
THAN IT IS TODAY,
BUT TRUST ME.
IT REALLY IS WORTH IT.
EVEN CONSIDERING ALL THAT IT TAKES...
(OR EVEN GETTING TO BE)
A COUPLE
HAS NEVER BEEN HARDER
THAN IT IS TODAY,
BUT TRUST ME.
IT REALLY IS WORTH IT.
EVEN CONSIDERING ALL THAT IT TAKES...
THE EXTERNAL DEMANDS, NOT TO MENTION
THE INTERNAL ONES COMPOUNDED BY
IGNORANCE...
I DON'T KNOW HOW
HE/SHE FEELS ABOUT...
THE INTERNAL ONES COMPOUNDED BY
IGNORANCE...
I DON'T KNOW HOW
HE/SHE FEELS ABOUT...
(ASK)
DOUBT:
I DON'T KNOW IF I AM READY
FOR THIS KIND OF COMMITMENT.
IS HE/SHE?
(ASK YOURSELF. BE HONEST.
ASK YOUR MATE.
TELL THEM-
TO BE HONEST AND THEN...
REALLY LISTEN
WITH YOUR HEART
NOT JUST YOUR EARS.)
I DON'T KNOW IF I AM READY
FOR THIS KIND OF COMMITMENT.
IS HE/SHE?
(ASK YOURSELF. BE HONEST.
ASK YOUR MATE.
TELL THEM-
TO BE HONEST AND THEN...
REALLY LISTEN
WITH YOUR HEART
NOT JUST YOUR EARS.)
FEAR:
WHAT IF?
(YEH, WHAT IF HE LOVES YOU TO DEATH
AND YOU TOO FRIGGING CHICKEN?
YOU BE THE ONE MISSING OUT ON
REAL HAPPINESS, KNUCKLEHEAD.)
WHAT IF?
(YEH, WHAT IF HE LOVES YOU TO DEATH
AND YOU TOO FRIGGING CHICKEN?
YOU BE THE ONE MISSING OUT ON
REAL HAPPINESS, KNUCKLEHEAD.)
UNCERTAINTY:
(NOTHING IN THIS LIFE IS CERTAIN.
BUT GO FOR IT ANYWAY IF
(NOTHING IN THIS LIFE IS CERTAIN.
BUT GO FOR IT ANYWAY IF
YOUR HEART AND YOUR GUT SAYS GOOOO.
BEST DECISION YOU WILL EVER MAKE,
I PROMISE.
AS LONG AS YOU COMMIT AND
ARE WILLING TO WORK AT IT).
& FOR GOD'S SAKE
LEAVE YOUR FUCKING BRAIN
AT THE DOOR.
WHEN IT COMES TO LOVE
YOUR BRAIN IS CLUELESS.
IT JUST GETS IN THE WAY AND
MUCKS THINGS UP.
BEST DECISION YOU WILL EVER MAKE,
I PROMISE.
AS LONG AS YOU COMMIT AND
ARE WILLING TO WORK AT IT).
& FOR GOD'S SAKE
LEAVE YOUR FUCKING BRAIN
AT THE DOOR.
WHEN IT COMES TO LOVE
YOUR BRAIN IS CLUELESS.
IT JUST GETS IN THE WAY AND
MUCKS THINGS UP.
SO HERE GOES:
PLEASE ENJOY AND REMEMBER.
I DON'T KNOW EVERYTHING EITHER.
PLEASE ENJOY AND REMEMBER.
I DON'T KNOW EVERYTHING EITHER.
I JUST HOPE THAT IN SHARING...
I CAN HELP OTHERS AND IN THE PROCESS
HELP SHAMAL & ME TOO.
I CAN HELP OTHERS AND IN THE PROCESS
HELP SHAMAL & ME TOO.
I DO KNOW THIS MUCH.
I LOVES MY SHAMAL...TO DEATH.
TRUST ME I DO.
NOBODY FINER THAN MAH BOO.
HE MAKES ME TINGLE IN PLACES
I NEVER KNEW I HAD PLACES.
LOL.
TRUST ME I DO.
NOBODY FINER THAN MAH BOO.
HE MAKES ME TINGLE IN PLACES
I NEVER KNEW I HAD PLACES.
LOL.
I LOVE SHAMAL SO MUCH IT HURTS
HURTS LIKE HELL SOMETIMES,
YAH KNOW?
HURTS LIKE HELL SOMETIMES,
YAH KNOW?
FUCK I LOVE THAT SORRY MOFO. LOL.
BUT..
that does NOT mean
you always have the answers
you need to have to
be able to figure out
how to best love your mate or even..
how best to help guide him for you.
You never will know THAT until you
commit yourself to him and make the effort.
SPEND TIME TOGETHER.
You think you can learn your mate well?
Completely? TRULY?
By NOT spending time with him?
RECIPE FOR PERMANENT
ALONEVILLE.
TAKES THE TWO OF YOU
ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS
PUTTING EACH OTHER FIRST
ABOVE EVERYTHING ELSE...
CAUSE IN THE END WHATCHA GOT?
ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS
PUTTING EACH OTHER FIRST
ABOVE EVERYTHING ELSE...
CAUSE IN THE END WHATCHA GOT?
MONEY?
Maybe but...is that enough?
EXAMPLE:
My biological father has gobs of $$$.
Sr VP for one of the biggest auto manufacturers
on the planet, plus liquor distributorships,
car dealerships, etc.
BUT,
he has 8 children from 4 marriages to women
who ALL,
EVERY SINGLE ONE,
divorced him.
NONE OF THEM NOR ANY OF HIS KIDS
WILL HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH HIM.
WHY?
HE IS AN EGOTISTICAL SELF-CENTERED
ASSHOLE WHO HAS PUSHED THEM
ALL AWAY BY HIS INDIFFERENCE
& THE WAY HE TREATS THE PEOPLE
IN HIS LIFE.
(although he whines about it and
about being totally alone...
with his money,
and it's ALL...THEIR fault,
doncha know.)
HELL his own mother who was the one who
spoiled his sorry ass rotten?
When she died of complications from diabetes,
he barely even came to her funeral.
Course, he never called her in life,
so nobody else was too surprised
when he showed way late and
only stayed ten minutes.
DICKHEAD.
ALONE NOW? YEP, and no question his own
selfishness is what got him there.
FRIENDS?
Again will those friends be there AT ALL TIMES...
UNTIL DEATH DO YOU PART?
(YOU CUTE? Wait until your looks go and they will too.
YOU FUN? Wait until the MINUTE you ain't.
They will be GONE.
Sorry darling, but NOBODY stays the
'NEW KID IN TOWN'
forever.
You love to party with your friends. Great,
but what happens when party time is over
and it always is sooner or later?
NO MON NO FUN NO HON...
trust me.
99% of these are NOT FRIENDS anyway.
Acquaintenances perhaps, but friends?
Most can't even SPELL the word let alone
know how to BE one.
(AND, if either of you are SO immature
and SO STUPID as to not know the difference
between long -term happiness and short-term pleasure,
which pretty much means you will FUCK UP the relationship
cause you put FUN in front of what it takes
to build that solid foundation UPON WHICH TO
build the rest of your life with the one you CLAIM
to love...
THEN?
YOU DESERVE TO SPEND THE REST OF
YOUR SORRY LITTLE LIFE ALONE.)
THERE IS A LOT MORE TO IT
(Getting a relationship RIGHT)
than getting stoned or high
or whatever
and blowing $$$ and
PRECIOUS TIME
on people who IN THE END
won't be anywhere to be found
WHEN YOU NEED THEM.
Your LOVE? HE WILL BE...
even when NO ONE ELSE will.
THAT is love.
Maybe but...is that enough?
EXAMPLE:
My biological father has gobs of $$$.
Sr VP for one of the biggest auto manufacturers
on the planet, plus liquor distributorships,
car dealerships, etc.
BUT,
he has 8 children from 4 marriages to women
who ALL,
EVERY SINGLE ONE,
divorced him.
NONE OF THEM NOR ANY OF HIS KIDS
WILL HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH HIM.
WHY?
HE IS AN EGOTISTICAL SELF-CENTERED
ASSHOLE WHO HAS PUSHED THEM
ALL AWAY BY HIS INDIFFERENCE
& THE WAY HE TREATS THE PEOPLE
IN HIS LIFE.
(although he whines about it and
about being totally alone...
with his money,
and it's ALL...THEIR fault,
doncha know.)
HELL his own mother who was the one who
spoiled his sorry ass rotten?
When she died of complications from diabetes,
he barely even came to her funeral.
Course, he never called her in life,
so nobody else was too surprised
when he showed way late and
only stayed ten minutes.
DICKHEAD.
ALONE NOW? YEP, and no question his own
selfishness is what got him there.
FRIENDS?
Again will those friends be there AT ALL TIMES...
UNTIL DEATH DO YOU PART?
(YOU CUTE? Wait until your looks go and they will too.
YOU FUN? Wait until the MINUTE you ain't.
They will be GONE.
Sorry darling, but NOBODY stays the
'NEW KID IN TOWN'
forever.
You love to party with your friends. Great,
but what happens when party time is over
and it always is sooner or later?
NO MON NO FUN NO HON...
trust me.
99% of these are NOT FRIENDS anyway.
Acquaintenances perhaps, but friends?
Most can't even SPELL the word let alone
know how to BE one.
(AND, if either of you are SO immature
and SO STUPID as to not know the difference
between long -term happiness and short-term pleasure,
which pretty much means you will FUCK UP the relationship
cause you put FUN in front of what it takes
to build that solid foundation UPON WHICH TO
build the rest of your life with the one you CLAIM
to love...
THEN?
YOU DESERVE TO SPEND THE REST OF
YOUR SORRY LITTLE LIFE ALONE.)
THERE IS A LOT MORE TO IT
(Getting a relationship RIGHT)
than getting stoned or high
or whatever
and blowing $$$ and
PRECIOUS TIME
on people who IN THE END
won't be anywhere to be found
WHEN YOU NEED THEM.
Your LOVE? HE WILL BE...
even when NO ONE ELSE will.
THAT is love.
LOVE MEANS NOT GOING TO JAIL
FOR
SOMEONE
FOR
SOMEONE
IT MEANS GOING TO JAIL
WITH
SOMEONE,
IN THE CELL,
SINGING SONGS AND
PLAYING THE FOOLS.
SINGING SONGS AND
PLAYING THE FOOLS.
LOVE MEANS PUSHING HIM
OUT OF THE WAY OF DANGER
OUT OF THE WAY OF DANGER
EVEN IF THAT MEANS YOU
TAKING THE BULLET MEANT FOR HIM.
TAKING THE BULLET MEANT FOR HIM.
THAT IS....LOVE
IF THAT is what you got
in the one
you claim to love then...
IF THAT is what you got
in the one
you claim to love then...
GO FOR IT
CAUSE
TRUST ME
THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING LIKE
LOVING MY DUDE.
AND BEING LOVED BACK.
NOTHING. HIS LOVE IS BEAUTIFUL
AND SOOO IS MINE. DAMN RIGHT.
NOTHING. HIS LOVE IS BEAUTIFUL
AND SOOO IS MINE. DAMN RIGHT.
GOD THAT IS SO GOOD.
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